confessions of a Christian Baal Worshipper

A lag in time reveals more information. There were a few things I did not address because I did not have enough information. I was curious about the huge painting of the Luna Moth in "breaking dawn Part 1." If you noticed it was in the bathroom behind Bella the day she discovered she was pregnant with Edward's demon offspring. In esoteric symbology a Luna Moth refers to spiritual transformation and according to one blog "Symbolic-Meanings.com" it was noted that . . . the moth’s coccoon is like an internalized womb with a hard casing, allowing more protection against the elements. The whole issue with Bella's pregnancy was the fact that nothing could penetrate the embryonic sac much like the moth. Next, was the issue of the oval shaped symbol in the floor leading to the throne in "Thor." I also noticed on the head of the Romulian, Nero, a series of oval shaped tattoos. Listening to Pastor Mike Hoggards video for today gave me the answer ...

To all who have served and are serving -- I Salute You -- If you are in the US today, you will find flags flying everywhere. This is the day we remember and honor all who have served us, the citizens of the U.S.A. This is my veteran. Two tours of duty in Saigon, Vietnam in the USAF. He spent 6 1/2 years in the Air Force and then took an early out when the government downsized after the Vietnam War. Thank you darling for your service. I'm so thankful God brought you home safe and sound and eventually led you to me. Yours Forever

I have a decent intelligence but I consider myself extremely slow on the uptake!! and if you tell me a joke -- well I won't get it until next week. It took me a while to lock into the color scheme in "breaking dawn" Part 1. But when I did immediately the red and white spoke to me. The towels were red and white. The couch in the solarium was white with pops of red flowers. Edward's bathing suit was red and Bella's was white. The chessmen were red and white. Edward played the red and Bella the white. The chessboard was black and white. Bella first wore a white shirt and black shorts, then she reversed the combination. The walls in the bedrooms were white with a contrasting red wall. There was a piece of abstract art in red and black. The couches in the main living area were white with red cushions. What does this all mean. In the esoteric world black and white, yin and yang, absence of light, manifestation of light, constant tension for dominance. Re...

Have you made a pact with the Devil? Now you have decided you really don't want to forfeit your immortal soul for temporary things. The old adage you can't take it with you when you go has become up close and personal. The truth is you are an eternal being and no, you can't take it with you when you go. Maybe whatever it is you traded your soul for has turned to ash in your mouth and a burden on your existence. Perhaps you were convinced that there would never be a way out for you. There is a way out and that is the discussion of this blog. First, you must understand what you were dealing with when you made your pact. Satan or an agent of Satan, whether human or a non-human entity, would probably have been the conduit through which your pact was made. The Bible is very clear on one thing Satan is a liar. John 8:44 Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your fahter ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, be...

The two trees in this picture are like my husband and I. The years have been filled with wonder, amazement, gladness, joy, bitter disappointments, sorrow, sadness; but like the trees we have stood side by side weathering the winds and storms of life. Thirty-two years ago this July, my husband begin to court me. Hurricane Frederick had brought him from Houston to the Mississippi Gulf Coast. I met him in the lobby of my office building. I worked for a defense contractor who built naval vessels. All contractors without a security clearance had to be escorted to their destination. I was that escort and his final destination. He claims that it was love at first sight but after two bad marriages to his vietnamese bride he was wary and cautious. He was also wild at thirty and new that it was not a good time to be serious. The next several months completely frustrated me. I knew that he was attracted to me but he would not ask me for a date. The next seven to eight months he w...

You can't read the 19th Chapter of Acts without considering modern day idolatry. That particular chapter in the new testament deals with many issues but the focus of my blog today is on the citizens of Ephesus who were very upset with the Apostle Paul. Paul's preaching of the gospel was converting many of the former worshippers of the Goddess Diana. Their conversion to the belief in Jesus Christ as the true Redeemer of mankind was cutting into the income of the silversmith, Demetrius, and others who made silver shrines for Diana. I begin to muse over modern day idolatry and I perceive there are two main sources, Hollywood and the Harlot Church. Please, know that I am a huge movie buff. My husband and I have well over 300 titles in our DVD library. Just last week I purchased Ghost Protocol and Jane Eyre. We saw "The Avengers" when we came back from vacation. We plan on seeing "MIB 3" and "Snow White and the Huntsman" on the big screen. To...

Jeremiah 15:2 . . . Thus saith the Lord; Such as are for death, to death; and such as are for the sword, to the sword; and such as are for the famine, to the famine; and such as are for the captivity, to the captivity. Loki nailed it in "The Avengers," when he told the crowd they just needed someone to worship. I can't remember the exact phrase but the meaning was clear. However, he failed to realize humanity really isn't into forced worship. We were created in a perfect garden to walk with the ultimate of super beings. God, Himself, in our earliest existence walked and talked with us. Our bodies were originally created to be in the presence of the Most Holy and Most High, God Himself. God even spoke to humanity after the fall, to Cain and Abel. Enoch walked with God and then was taken away by God. Enoch did not die. Unfortunately, by the time of Moses and the Exodus, the state of our physical bodies had deteriorated to the point that we could no longer see G...

"The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled, was convincing the world he didn't exist." This is the feed-in to Derek and Sharon Gilberts radio show, PiD Radio. PiD is an acronym for Peering into the Darkness http://www.pidradio.com/ . That line reminds me of the Volturi which of course is circuitous and leads right back to Satan. "new moon" opens with Bella running in Volterra to save Edward from the Volturi. Volturi, the vampire kings, have created for themselves a perfect set-up. They have even made a holiday, "St. Marcus Day," to celebrate the safety of the city in which their vampire kingdom is seated. They make a mockery of their citizenry, leaving them feeling safe, while busing in their victims from other locations but never from Volterra. The Volturi operate safely from inside their realm while causing untold destruction to those sucked in by the bait. The bait the opportunity to see a fantastic edifice, off limits except for the...

I have spent several months listening to all the reviews of this book and hearing of Jonathan Cahn's appearance on many Wolf Shows -- I am withdrawing my endorsement of this book -- I fell victim once again to my own ignorance.  Please read my other posts on this book and you will see my progression.  I'm really sorry for having lead anyone astray!  And I am truly brokenhearted once again to see how easy it is to deceive a sheep like me.  Each day the earth completes one more rotation on her journey to the eve of destruction. There are many voices calling out the truth of this momentus time in which we live. Adam and Eve were at the beginning and here we are, their descendants, witnessing the ending. "The Harbinger" by Jonathan Cahn, is one of those voices. The author uses the vehicle of a fictional novel to disseminate the true prophetic meanings of 9/11 . I did find the repetitive nature of the dialogue tedious, but it was not a hard read. I think you will be as...

We are all handicapped by the place we are standing. When I walk out my back door, I see the beauty of the garden my husband and I have lovingly worked on for over ten years. It is filled with flowers, scents, textures, the sounds of nature, our fountains and the movement of all the incredible creatures that live in and visit our garden. It is our favorite place and where we spend a lot of time. However, our beautiful garden inhibits our view. When I go upstairs my view is increased and I can see much more but it is still limited. Next, we are all boxed in by our viewpoints. I have had the privilege of living in the great state of Texas for almost 16 of my 55 years on this earth. But, I am not a native Texan like my husband. We see things through a different filter. I was born and raised on the Mississippi Gulf Coast in a very small town and now I live outside of Houston a city of over 8,000,000 people. I come from a conquered people. And somehow at least in my age group ...

When John, the Disciple, of Jesus transcribed the Book of Revelation surely his mind was blown with what he was seeing. Modern humanity sees those scenes constantly on our various media devices. In fact, our technology attest to the reality of the Book of Revelaiton. It's no spiritualized allegory by any stretch of the imagination. While my husband and I watched "The Avengers" this weekend I was arrested at the sight of the portal opening and realized that is probably how all humanity will see the face of God on the great day of His wrath. In Revelation 6:14 And the heaven departed as a scroll when it is rolled together;. . . it should be noted that heaven is singular in this verse. The question then is what exactly is heaven or the sky as it is used in this verse? As I have mentioned before there is another dimension inhabited by other beings, non-human beings. Reason would suggest that obviously there is some type of membrane or dimensional barrier. ...

I Corinthians 15:33 Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners. The "Twilight Saga" is a fictional piece of fantasy literature. "Twilight" is also an evil communication that has captivated millions of women of all ages across the planet. Prepping them for an evil time that is pressing intently at the fabric of our dimension. The dimension where human beings exist. The characters Edward and James both warn of keeping bad company. Edward to Bella's query about them being friends on page 88, He grinned. "Well we can try, I suppose. But I'm warning you now that I'm not a good friend for you." Behind his smile the warning was real. James to Bella after he has lured her to the ballet studio on page 447, "You're simply a human, who unfortunately was in the wrong place, at the wrong time, and indisputably running with the wrong crowd, I might add." It is rather sad I think that it is the fictional characters...

Can you see the truck stuck up to its axles in the sand? Can you see the ship sailing on the sea and the rainbow to the left of the ship? What a contrast the two parts of this photograph make. Do you feel like the truck? It was an all day ordeal for the owner of that truck. The fine for driving a vehicle without a permit on the beach starts at $500 and can go up to $1,000. The cost of the tow truck was $200. The tow truck would get the truck out of the sand. The owner of the truck, not understanding the nature of the sand, would drive his truck right back into the same predicament. He got the truck stuck at least two more times in the sand. Finally, our beach chair attendant, Ethan, called one of his friends who works the beach and is allowed to drive his vehicle on the beach. When he arrived he explained to the truck owner that he had to get on the packed sand and that the owner was to follow right in his tracks till he led him off the beach. It was a visual lesson on t...

I spent a wonderful week on the beach with the man of my dreams. He is a real man, who actually eats food, sleeps at night, won't destroy me if he touches me and doesn't have to decide if he's going to make me a monster! There is something to be said for asking God to choose your husband. Especially, when your model, as in the case of my father, was a drunk and a wife beater. I had really low expectations in men. When I was widowed from my first marriage - a wife beating, heroin addict, I asked God to choose my husband. I asked for someone like David in the Bible, a man after God's own heart, minus Bathesheba. God literally answered my prayers with a man whose name personifies King David of Israel. My husband's name means - beloved king red like a fox or ruddy complexioned - David was described as ruddy complexioned and the rest is self explanatory. So, I found myself on the beach with the man who has loved me and been married to me for over 31 years. We spent o...

Wow what a week!! If you've never been to the sugar white beaches overlooking the northern Gulf of Mexico along the coast of Alabama and Florida you are missing a spectacular experience. We've been on the road most of the day driving back from Orange Beach, Alabama to Houston, Texas so tomorrow I will fill you in on the Emerald Coast! Till then sleep tight!! Hummingbird